
( Darwin sunsets )
It was very hard going back to Australia like, first I thought that I would never go back that’s what my thought when I left the country for Christmas 2021 but then when I was travelling I realised how much I was missing working and making money and it wasn’t a pleasure anymore travelling I just wanted a bit of stability I guess and the idea of starting to work in Italy was even worse due to the crazy low salaries and plus living in Milan I would be really expensive and going to Switzerland with my ex was an option but well she didn’t want to actually so I just went back to Australia for few months. Plus one of my dream at has always been visit New Zealand and do a trip during Christmas so definitely going back in Australia could’ve been the best option for me at the moment.
FIRST WEEK BACK IN DARWIN
Day 1 – Friday 16.09.22
( Night at: MOM YHA Hostel )

( One way ticket to Darwin )
I woke up at 9:30 am very anxious and not sure on what I wanted to do but for sure the best solution it could’ve been going up to Darwin work there till Christmas and make some money, I messages the manager and she told that tomorrow I can work. So I packed all my things get ready and left my things at the Hostel and I went out for breakfast at The Hardware Societe while I booked the flight to Darwin for the evening at 9:45 pm from Tullamarine. And during the day I went around the city I took few pictures and than in the noon I went back to the hostel I ordered some food and than around 6 pm I took all my things and I went to the station to take the bus to the airport, I got there pretty early actually and plus the flight was like and hour in late, fortunately on the plane I manage to sleep a bit to one I landed around 3 am I wasn’t too tired actually, I took my luggage and than I ordered an Uber to the hostel and fortunately the six bedroom female was empty so I could organise my stuff and sleep properly all night.
Saturday 17.09.09
( Night at: MOM YHA Hostel )

( Casuarina Shopping Centre, Darwin )
I slept all morning and than I went to Coles to do some groceries, I had lunch and than I went to sleep again and I woke up around 6 pm to eat something and to get ready to go to work all night.
Sunday 18.09.09
( Night at: MOM YHA Hostel )

( MOM YHA Hostel, Darwin )
Today same as the day before basically I just woke up to eat something and than I got ready to eat something and than in the noon I slept all time and than for 9 pm I went to work all night.
SECOND WEEK 19.09 to 26.09.22
( Nights at: MOM Hostel YHA, Darwin )

( Mindl Beach, Darwin )
Monday I was very tired I couldn’t really sleep so I just went to do a bit of groceries and than I cooked and chill at the pool of the hostel all noon with few British guys. Later in the evening I went to watch the sunset at Bicentennial Park lookout and than I went to sleep very early because I was too tired from the previous night without sleeping. Tuesday morning I woke up very early I eat something and than I went to the gym to subscribe for two months and than I went to Casauira shopping mall to buy few things that I needed for my job than I went back to the hostel I eat and I did a lil noon nap and than for the evening I went to see the sunset at Mindel Beach which it was absolutely amazing and than I went to the gym and back to the hostel where I called my mum and than I went to sleep. Wednesday I woke up early I went to the gym I had lunch and than I chilled a bit in the pool in the noon before taking a nap and go to work to start the week, and I worked all the five days so just work and sleep basically, I had to change the room and I was awful very dirty a lot girls I hated but fortunately I found space at Cav where I stayed the previous years so just few more days and I could leave the hostel.
THIRD WEEK 26.09 to 03.10.22
( Nights at: Cavenagh Hotel, Darwin )

( Mindil beach, Darwin )
Monday finally was my day off, so I slept a little bit in the morning than I packed everything and around mid day I checked out at the MOM YHA Hostel to move at the Cavenagh Hotel where I did the check in I organised all my things and than I went to the pool to chill and enjoy the summer vibes and I socialised with my roommate and we had a drink together by the pool and than I went to take a shower and by 7 pm I went to Mindil beach where I had a date with a Canadian girl, it was pretty romantic watching the sunset together by the beach, but we were not really matching so around 10 pm I went home to sleep because I was very tired and I had to walk a bit. Tuesday I was tally destroyed very tired but I slept kind of a lot and when I wake up I went to Casaurina shopping mall to buy few things for work and than I went back home where I eat something and I went to the pool and in the evening I organised the photos so I haven’t dome much. Than Wednesday I went to the gym and than I tried to get a bit tan and than in the evening I went to work and I worked every night till Sunday and sleep during the days basically.
FOURTH WEEK 03.10 to 10.10.22

Monday I had to do the check out and spend one night in a private room because the dorm was full, so I took my bag and frontally the room was ready at 10 am so I went to sleep in the single room and than in the noon I went to buy some sushi and I stayed all day in the bed chilling and relaxing while outside was raining and I started to watch the tv series Inventing Anna and than Tuesday I went back to the dormitory, I went to he gym and than spent the rest of the day in bed just sleeping and in the evening cooking and than I called Chiara, writing and later on talking with my mum till like 4 am and than I went to sleep and obviously Wednesday I have’t done anything I just slept and than I got ready for the evening to go to work for five night till Sunday night. Thursday noon I went to Andy Cosmetic injector where she did my cheeks and a bit of botox around the face and Friday I met Rachel an other injector that she did the under eyes filler than from Saturday I started to feel very sick, it was a nightmare honestly working in that conditions Sunday was even worse very sick horrible.
FIFTH WEEK 10.10 to 17.10.22

( The Cavenagh Hotel, Darwin )
Monday unfortunately was very awful very sick all day I didn’eve leave my bed and in the evening I order Hungry Jack and I called my mum all night and than Tuesday I just slept all day trying to feel better but literals no improvement even if I was taking all the medicine ad than in the evening I ordered Mcdonald because I couldn’t even cook and Wednesday same I stayed at home all day just sleep and finished to watched the TV series inventing Annaand I went to sleep early Wednesday night without going to work. Thursday night I went to work and Friday I went to Andy the injector that she did my jawline and than I kept waking all the nights even if I was very sick, and I worked only fourth night this week.
SIXTH WEEK 17.10 to 24.10.22

( French Martini at Zen Rooftop Bar, Darwin )
Monday I woke up pretty early I went to the pool to sunbath a bit than I took a shower and I got ready to meet my colleague one dancer and one bartender both European and we up at the Zen Bar to have a drink and watch the sunset, than Maria she drop us off in the Main Street and me and Nina we decided to go for dinner to eat something at Shenanigan which is a very popular bar and I’ve been there last year with Shila for a drink before work. I had a massive chicken parmigiana and than we decided to go for drinks at Mayberry which the security guy recognise Nina and we had a free drink and after we decided to go at Monsoon where we stayed all night drinking it was a bit wild actually but a good fun and than she comes with me at the Cav and we chat a bit and I went to sleep at 6 am. So basically Tuesday I was totally destroyed very tired I just went to the gym and than I fell asleep at 7 pm in the evening and I slept till Wednesday 1 pm and from there basically started the week again where I just have been at work gym groceries and Sunday a bit sunbathing at the pool.
SEVETH WEEK 24.10 to 31.10.22

( At The Election Storm festival with Carmel )
Monday it was my day off so I just slept all day and than in the evening Maria comes to pick me up and at 6 pm we went to watch a movie with Tia and Nina as well a than we went to tap bar to get something to eat and than Six Tanks Brew where it was very busy to be Monday and we started to drink and have fun it was very nice actually and than we went to Moonson same at the Monday before but with Maria and Tia as well. Since we get there I saw a female dj that there wasn’t there the week before and immediately give me gay vibes so I asked to the guilds if they knew her and Maria knows her and show her ig, while Nina went to talk with her so embarrassing but then I went to talk to her as well at the end of the night and I asked her if we had our girls night out actually was very nice I loved it and after we just went to sleep. Her name is Carmel so I messaged her and we organised a date for the day after. So Tuesday Maria comes to picked me up around 5 pm and we went to Trailer boat club for dinner and sunset with Nina and Tia as well. Than we went to The Deck Bar for few Martini the girls left and Nina stayed with me till Carmel arrived and we had one drink there and than we went to Lost Arc and I went to her house . Wednesday lunch at Lime Cafe with Caramel and then Casuarina she comes at the Cav and then I went to work and after back to sleep at the Cav. Thursday I went to do some filler later in the noon I slept and work after work I went to Carmel’s home. Friday at Carmel house we slept all day then at 5 pm I went back to the Cav to get ready for work and after work I met her and I slept at her place again. Saturday we got some tan and sun by the pool we Uber eats the lunch and then we get ready to go to the electric storm and work and after work I went back to Carmel’s house. Sunday home with her and then work and after work I went back to sleep at the Cav after the crazy week 24/6 with Carmel.
EIGHT WEEK 31.10 to 07.11

( Sunrise from Carmel’s bedroom )
Monday home gym groceries cook clean call mum and 4:30 pm Maria comes to pick my up groceries and I went to her place we cook and we had dinner with Bianca and than she dropped me back off at home by 10 pm I was already sleeping. Tuesday I slept till 1 pm then I went to the gym and spent the noon at the pool chilling and getting ready for work in the evening. Wednesday I met Carmel and we went to the waterfront together to get some tan and then she dropped me at home to get ready for the night at work. Thursday evening I went to the gym then work and then I met Carmel at Monsoons and I went to sleep at her place. Friday we woke up at 1 pm we went at Ray’s for brunch and than I got ready to go to work at 4 pm at the club for a function and I stayed till 4 am in the morning than I went back to the Cav to sleep since I was very tired. Saturday I woke up and I wasn’t feeling very well just got my period and I tryed to organise something for Carmel birthday I bough some flowers and than I went to work at 9 pm when I finished to work Heidi took me to the Cav I pick up the flowers for Carmel and I went at her place to sleep and spent the night together. Sunday we woke up at 4 pm we got ready catch an Uber and than at 5:30 we went to the Wharf to board for a dinner sunset cruise which it was Carmel birthday present and it was very I think nice beside the storm so we had to go inside and than after at 9 pm we went at the Zen rooftop for a drink and quickly to her place where I get my stuff and I run to work which I get there at 10 pm because I wasn’t supposed to work but than I said yes and I asked to arrived later.
NINTH WEEK 07.11 to 14.11

Monday with Carmel we went to the gym and then at her pool at her place to get tan later on I went back to the Cav I did a bit of groceries and called my mum and Chiara. Tuesday stayed at the Cav all day, gym and evening called my mum again chilled day. Wednesday morning I went with Maria to Cullen bay for breakfast and I met Jax than I went to the gym and later Carmel comes at the Cav to get tan I cooked for her and than I went to her place before her volleyball match and than in the evening work. Thursday Carmel comes at the cav to get me and we went to Casuarina than to her place before work and I went to work. After work I went to her place to sleep. Friday Carmel house all day and then work together at 9 pm then went back to the Cav. Saturday sleep all day a private with Heidi and then work. Sunday gym tan and then work.
TENTH WEEK 14.11 to 21.11

( Sunset at the Casino, Darwin )
Monday i stayed home in bed all day than in the evening Maria come at Cav for drink and than we went to Sailor boat club for Bianca’s birthday and than Tap bar for a drink and than home to rest. Tuesday I went to the gym and than I got ready to go to the casino I spent the noon there by myself chill relax and taking photos same for the evening just by myself treating myself than Wednesday I did the check out at 11 am but I stayed there a bit longer to enjoy the nice day and took more photos and than at 3 pm I went back to the Cav got ready to go for brunch with Carmel at Salvatore, than I had the work meeting 7:30 pm and than work. Thursday I went with Carmel at precint to eat something than a drink at and then work together and after work I went to her place. Friday Carmel house all day and than work together at 9 pm and went back to sleep at Carmel’s place Saturday sleep and gym than work and Sunday again sleep and work.
ELEVAN 21.11 to 27.11

( Urban Spice Restaurant, Waterfront )
Monday I woke up I did all the cleaning, gym and than Maria comes to pick me up at 5 pm we went to the supermarket to buy some pudding and than we went to Ari’s bbq but than I couldn’t sleep so I went to see Carmel at Moonson that she was working and than I went back to the Cav to sleep.Tuesday gym with Carmel night out with the girls Maria, Tia, Nina and Twyla at Urban spice after dinner Carmel comes and we went to shenanigans all together and than lost arc and monsoon to party till 4 am and than I went to sleep at Carmel’s place. Wednesday nothing stayed with Carmel all day hangover and then I went to work. Thursday gym meet Carmel at the gym then she comes to says hi at the Cav and then I went to work and back to sleep at the Cav. Friday sleep all day and work got really drunk and went back to sleep at the Cav I was talking with Carmel in those days and Saturday same sleep work. Sunday sleep than at 6 pm with Maria we went at the Precint for Brie’s birthday than work in the evening.
TWELVE WEEKS 28.11 to 04.12

( Brunch at the Oyster Bar, Darwin )
Monday chill and tanning at the Cav than in the evening talk with mum, Tuesday gym and met Carmel for a talk were we solved the issue that we had or well I clarified the doubts that she had on me and than she went to the volleyball and I went to Snappers Rock with the girls Nina Tia and an other girl to have dinner than shenenningans and Carmel comes at shags for drinks and than karaoke at lost arc all night with Nina and was very fun actually than I went to sleep at Carmel’s place. Wednesday gym and tanning with Carmel at her pool then she cook me some food we chill and then she dropped me off at the Cav go get ready to go to work.Thursday hangover but I went to Casaurina with Carmel and than work getting ready together at 9pm than after work I went to Carmel place we watched the sunrise as most of the night and than we felt asleep.
Friday stayed with Carmel all day in the bed just chilling and relaxing than Carmel got a phone call and she went to work and she dropped my off at the Cav and I got ready to go to work, and after work I met Carmel and I went back to her place. Saturday we spent all day at home eating and chilling than for the sunset we went to the Zen Rooftop and than we went to work, and after work I went back to Carmel place we get some McDonald’s for dinner. Sunday we woke up pretty early mid day and we went for brunch with Nina and Tia at oyster bar and we spent quite a long time there eating and drinking and than we went for few more drinks at Snapper Rock than back to Carmel place to get ready to work and we went for half an hour at lost arc to get one mor drink with Nina and than work totally drunk.
THIRTEEN WEEKS 05.12 to 11.12

( Me having dinner on my day off at the Warf One, Waterfront )
Monday I went to the gym with Carmel than back to the Cav tanning with Maria and Carmel comes after and than I got ready at the Cav and Carmel comes to pick me up and we went out for a dinner date at the Wharf One than we keep eating and we went to oyster bar and snapper rocks than Precint than Shenenningans and than monsoon and we stayed out till 4 am than we went to sleep. Tuesday we went to the gym and than Carmel went to volleyball so I went for drinks with Maria Eden and Nina at Lola’s and than for dinner at Yots the Greeks restaurant in Cullen bay which it was very nice and after Maria dropped me off at the Cav and I called my mum and when Carmel finished to play volleyball comes at the Cav to pick me up and I went to her place to watch a Christmas movie. Wednesday we woke up early because I had the laser at 10:30 am in Casaurina and Carmel took me there and we did a bit of Christmas decorations shopping than we went back to her place for lunch and we chilled and relaxed till she dropped me off at the Cav before her volleyball game and I got ready to go to work. Thursday stayed in bed all day at the Cav totally sick and hangover didn’t get out of the bed all day and at 7 pm I got ready to go to work, and after I went to Carmel place. Friday woke up and I was feeling a bit better but still not 100% I did a COVID test with Carmel and than I got ready and Carmel dropped me off in Bay view where Maria took me to the private job we stayed there for 4 hrs and than at 11:30 pm I went to the club to work and after work I went to Carmel place. Saturday we went at the Cav for lunch and then we went to work together, and after I went to Carmel place. Sunday we went to the gym than back to her place watching a Christmas movie and I went back to the Cav to chill and getting ready for work.
FOURTEEN WEEKS 12.11 to 18.12

( Sunset at Mindl Beach )
Monday woke up went to gym than back at the Cav tanning and Carmel comes over to tan with me and than she went back home and at 6:15 pm come to pick me up and we went to Mindl beach to watch the sunset and than she dropped me off and I went to the Cav to call my mum and sleep. Tuesday I stay all day in bed just in the evening around 5 pm I went to do groceries than gym with Carmel we eat something at her place and than we went to shenenningans for a drink than lost arc than Mayberry and than back home at 4 am.
Wednesday we woke up early and we went to the sushi restaurant for lunch than we did a little walk by the Esplanade and than back to her apartment we relax a bit and than eat something and by 7 pm she dropped me off at the Cav I got ready and than I went to work, after work I went to Carmel place. I woke up pretty early she cooked me some food because I was very hangover, we went to the gym and just relaxing and than I went to work and after work I went to sleep at the Cav because I had to wake up early. Friday I did a private job from 12 till 5 pm then I went to Carmel place to chill and then I went to work and after work I went to sleep at Carmel’s place. Saturday I was totally broke and hangover so I did nothing just stayed in bed all day with Carmel and then work. Sunday I went with Carmel at Youth Shack at 6 pm when she was playing than I went to work.
FIFTEEN WEEKS 19.12 – 22.12

Monday preparing my stuff calling my mum went to watch the sunset at Darwin Sailing Club with Carmel, then dinner at Hunaman with than one drink at lost arc and then went home to watch a movie. Tuesday sleeping preparing my bag CAV getting ready going to hot tamale for dinner with Maria her husband Nina and glossy than we went to monsoons and Carmel finished to work earlier because they closed the club so we went to shenanigans for a drink and than lost arc to party till 4 am and I got totally drunk and I went to sleep at Carmel’s place. Wednesday very hangover we went for breakfast at Sweet Brew & Co then hairdresser and then rest in the noon and in the evening I went to work and sleep at the Cav. Thursday trying to pack and than I met Heidi in the noon at the Cav for a drink and than for dinner Carmel we went to smoke and oaks and than I went to work when I finish work she come to pick me up and I went to sleep at her place. Friday we woke up early I went to the cav to checked out and than back to Carmel’s place we stayed in bed all day till the evening that at 7 pm we went to Morrish for dinner with Tia, Maria and her husband than we went to monsoon whet Carmel started to work and I stayed goodbye to her and than I went to the cav with Maria picked up my things and than she dropped me off at the airport for my flight to Sydney at 00:35 am which it was in late unfortunately.
BACK IN DARWIN AFTER 6 WEEKS OF VACATION
Week from 6/02 to 12/02

( Evolution pool, Darwin )
Monday Around 2 am in the morning they said that the flight got cancelled and rescheduled for the day after at 1:30 pm and waited for instructions to put us in a accomodation in Bali for the night. I just wanted to sleep at that point so we went to pick up the lugagge and waited for a bus and than we got dropped off at the Dynasty Resort at 2:30 am and I went straight to sleep. Woke up at 7:30 am went downstairs for breakfast and than the departure to the airport got rescheduled at 10:30 am. Which I got back at the airport did the check in and than finally the plane departed at 1:45 pm and landed at the airport in Darwin at 6:30 pm and Carmel was there waiting for me. And I went to live at her house for three weeks before moving back to The Cav. Tuesday I woke up early we went to the gym and then I had an appointment with Nik the accountant. Wednesday we just chilled and then I went to work same as Thursday Friday I was very struggente with the new night routine just keep waking up at 9 am and then can’t sleep after. Saturday I went to buy some flowers with Carmel and than went to sailing boat club for Tia’s birthday at 6 pm, it was very nice being there all together to celebrate her birthday and meeting her family as well, but after unfortunately I had to go to work. Sunday I just chilled with Carmel and than I went to work.
Week from 13/02 to 19/02

( All together at the Casino pool for the Sunday sesh )
Monday woke up early and we went to do groceries with Carmel and than to the gym, we chilled in the noon and than I cooked the carbonara for Carmel and we called Chiara in the evening and than my mum. Tuesday We woke up early around 11 am and we went tanning since the weather was good than we went to the gym had lunch together and we got ready to go out in the evening, Carmel made my a surprise for valentine she booked a table somewhere but I didn’t know where so it was super nice I really liked she just got an Uber and we got dropped off at Char an Australian restaurant that I always wanted to try. It was super nice and also really nice food we had two bottle of wine so we were pretty tipsy and after dinner we went at lost arc where we met Jonno Emma and Missy and basically we spent the night all together it was a good fun and we got really wasted stayed there till 4 am. Wednesday We woke up early and we went at 11:40 am first pay for the tattoo removal than to eat some sushi at casuarina and at 1:15 pm silk casuarina to do a filler consultation. After casuarina we went back home I was feeling so hangover that I just wanted to sleep. But at 9 pm I had to go to work. Thursday Woke up very early I couldn’t sleep and I was feeling very tired we went to the gym and then we just chilled all day till we had to go to work where I got wasted again. Friday woke up around 1 pm cooked lunch for me Carmel and Caroline that she comes to Darwin to work during the weekend and than after lunch we went to the pool just to chill and tan and than we got ready to go to work but before at 6:30 pm we went for dinner at Alfonsino and Italian restaurant in Darwin than I never been there before and we went for one drink at Mayberry with Tia and than work. Saturday woke up at 1 pm Caroline come over we had breakfast and than we picked up Niki and we went to the casino pool all four together, it was amazing I never been to the casino pool when it’s open for the public before it was very nice. Than at 5 pm we when back and we got ready to go to work. Sunday woke up at 1 pm got ready and went at the Cav with Carmel Maria Niki Nali and Tayla while Caroline was playing there. It was super nice chill at the pool and have fun all together while the weather was really nice. Went home at 5 pm and got ready to go to work all night.
Week from 20/02 to 26/02

( All together at Oyster Bar, Darwin )
Monday morning took Caroline to the airport at 8:30 had breakfast there and than back home to sleep than groceries around 1 pm and organising / cleaning the house than Carmel went to do a shooting and volleyball and I slept like two hours than when she got back we went to then gym than back home and she cooked me the carbonara we stayed a bit in the balcony together and than sleep. Tuesday we slept all morning than at 3 pm I went to casuarina with Carmel to do the lip filler and at 4:20 pm the tattoo removal than we went back home we cook the tiramisù and I went to the pool area to call my mum and she went to gym and than we had dinner on the balcony and we went to sleep. Wednesday slept all morning than we did few commission around the city gym and than I got ready to go to work but before we went to oyster bar with Maria Jayson Tia Niki and Carmel stayed with us for half an hour an than she’s went to volley and at 9 pm we went at work. It was a quiet night signed off at 3 am.
Thursday, Friday, Saturday we just focused on going to the gym eat healthy chill and obviously working every night.
Sunday all day in bed watching Emily in Paris and than work after work Carmel comes to pick me up and we went to sleep.
Week from 27/03 to 5/03

( Watching Emily in Paris )
Monday gym groceries cook something than nap and in the evening I cooked lasagne and then we watched Emily in Paris and we went to sleep. Tuesday gym than with Carmel and Niki Tia Maria we went to Eva’s cafe for brunch and we did a little walk there and than we went to casuarina and in the evening I went to watch Carmel at volleyball and than I called my mum and we went back home to eat some lasagne e watching Emily in Paris. Wednesday gym than with Carmel I went to casuarina we had sushi lunch there and in the noon I moved back to the Cav got ready and went to work and when I finished I got picked up by Carmel at 5:15 am. Thursday slept all day woke up at 4:30 pm eat something and then went to work. Friday, Saturday and Sunday we just worked and sleep basically.
Week from 6/03 to 12/03

( All together at Maria’s house )
Monday I woke up early and I went to the Cav to meet Maria at the pool and than Tia comes over as well and Carmel but than like at 3 pm I went back to sleep because I was very tired and than in the evening I stayed at the Cav ordering some pizza and I called Chiara and my mum. Tuesday I woke up early at 10 am I went to the gym I met Carmel there and than we went to casuarina that I had the filler appointment at silk at 12:30 pm and than we met Tia for a coffee and than we went to do some groceries and we cooked something to go to Maria’s house at 6 pm we’re we had dinner all together, me Carmel Maria Jayson Tia her son and Charlotte. After dinner like around 9 pm me and Carmel we decided to go to Lost Arc we had we drinks and than we met all the management of my work and we stayed there with Emma and Jonno till closing basically. Wednesday I slept all day at Carmel’s place I didn’t even had the energy to go to the gym, she went out with her coworkers but I stayed at home and in the evening I went to work and than I went to sleep at the Cav. Thursday I woke up at 2 pm I was very tired and I went with Carmel to the post office Nik and than to the water front to have some oysters and than we got ready to go to work. Friday stayed with Carmel all day at home and then after work I called Ilaria to organise out trip to Jordan.
Saturday stayed home with Carmel all day just in the bed sleeping.Sunday I woke up at 11 tried to do something for the university and Carmel went out for brunch.
Week from 13/03 to 19/03

( Emma’s birthday )
Monday very hangover stayed home, chilled at the pool and then in the evening i had a dinner at home with Carmel. Tuesday works up went to the gym that we went to casuarina for the laser and in the evening I went to Emma’s house for her birthday with Nikki Tayla Brie and Missy it was a very lovely night all together and I went back to Carmel’s house at 4 am which I stayed awake till 7 am and I met Laura at the Mantra where she was staying. So Wednesday basically I slept all day and then I went to work. Thursday and Friday I just chilled with Carmel and worked in the evening. Saturday I went to watch the final of volleyball with Carmel and then I went to work. Sunday I just slept all day and went to work in the evening.
Week in Adelaide 20th to the 26th
( Stayed two nights at Hotel Paringa and the other nights at Laura’s house )

( At Glenelg Moseley Beach Club )
Monday we chilled at the pool with Carmel, she cooked me a steak and we decided to go to Adelaide in the noon and we bought a fly ticket. Than we went to the gym and we went to see the sunset at Night Cliff and than she cooked me a steak for dinner so we had a chill romantic dinner in the balcony and than we prepared everything for the trip. Tuesday we woke up at 4 am and we went to the airport Carmel drove and we catch the flight at 6:05 am to Adelaide with Virgin Airways. We tried to sleep but was impossible and finally we landed at 10:55 am. We took an Uber to Hotel Paringa in the city, luckily we could do the check in immediately so we chill and slept all noon and than in the evening we went to Carmel’s sister house at 5 pm and we had dinner there. After we went to 2KW for a drink and Caroline, Carmel’s best friend comes to join us and after we went to 1000 Island for two more drinks and then we went to sleep. Wednesday we woke up at mid day and we went to Moseley beach club with Caroline and Laura it was very nice and chill, so beautiful be in a proper beach club loved it. Than I went back to the hotel with Carmel I got ready we eat a quick kebab together and I went to work. After work I went back to the hotel and I said goodbye to Carmel because she went to the airport to come back to Darwin to work.
Thursday I woke up at 10 am did the check out jumped on the Uber and I went to the house of Laura and Santina in Hanley. Laura had to leave so I slept all noon then I got ready to go to work at 7:30 pm and I saw Laura and Santina just briefly before going to work. Friday I woke up at 1 pm Laura cooked me lunch and than we spent all noon together talking and she was getting ready to go out for a date and I was getting ready to go out with Jemma that I met her at Bacchus for a drink and also Jamie comes along and after we went for dinner at Blue rose and than one more drink at West Rooftop bar than I went to work all night.
Saturday I woke up at 1 pm and I went for lunch at Seasaltcity Society with Laura and Santina then we took a nap and I went to work. Sunday I woke up around 3 pm I was very tired and I spent the noon at home with Santina she cooked me lunch and we chat a bit. Than at 5:30 pm Barbara comes to pick me up we had a chat and she dropped me off at La Boca Bar and Grill that I had dinner with Mercedes and than we went to work together. After work we went to the casino for a bit one more drink with Penelope as well and than I went home to sleep.
Week 27th to the 02nd of April

( Dinner at Crustaceans on the Wharf ))
Monday I slept all day I was very very tired and when I woke up Santina comes back from work she cooked me dinner we talked a bit and she took me to the airport because my flight was at 9:40 pm to Darwin.
I landed at 0:00 am and Carmel comes to pick me up, we stayed up till 7 am and I tried to fix the mud in her hair while we were watching Dynasty. Tuesday we slept in all day basically than in the noon we went to the hairdresser and in the evening we went for dinner with Maria Jayson and Alice after the dinner we went to Lost Arc for a drink and than we went to sleep since Carmel had her flight to Bali at 6:45 am in the morning, she went to the airport. Tuesday I kept sleeping all morning and than I went to the Cav chill and than work, Thursday I was very hangover so I slept all day and than went to work in the evening, Friday and Saturday just slept all day and worked than Sunday Alice comes to the Cav pool also Nikki and other girls ao we enjoyed the pool while drinking Bloody Mary and than I went to work and I got very drunk .
Week 03rd to 09th of April

( with Alice and Maria at Darwin Sailing Club )
Monday I stayed at the Cav all day sleeping very hangover cooking cleaning and called my mum, Tuesday I woke up late and than in the non I saw Maria in the noon we went to Snapper Rocks and than to Sailors Trail Boat Club with Alice as well and we had dinner there together enjoying an amazing sunset and than I went with Alice at Lost Arc for a drink with Alice and than I went back to the Cav to wait Carmel to give her back the keys of her apartment and than sleep.
Wednesday I went for breakfast with Tia and than I met Carmel and we spent the noon tanning at the Cav pool and than I went to work and Carmel comes over she booked me for an hour and than I went home with her. Thursday we woke up and I took her for lunch at Oyster bar and then we got ready together to go to work. Friday I stayed home with Carmel all day and then work. Saturday I stayed home with Carmel all day and than work, and Sunday I worked up really late in the noon Carmel went to work at Youth Shack at 6 pm and I went there as well but a bit later and then we went at Lost Arc for a drink and than I went to work.
Week 10th to 16th of April

( At Hanky Panky, Darwin )
Monday fix the car than we had sushi lunch from Wollies at home, sleep a bit than I went Cav than gym and then dinner and sleep. Tuesday woke up early went to Casaurina did the lip filler Botox and than laser than we went to coles for groceries. Then moved all my stuff at Carmel’s place then we went out for a beer at Shags and then we spent the night cooking and then sleep.
Wednesday gym and chill than later on work, Thursday slept all day and work in the evening, Friday sleep all day than we went for Nikki’s birthday dinner at Oka Teppanyaki it was pretty nice we enjoyed and then after we went to Lost Arc for a drink and then work.
Saturday woke up at 2 pm gym and then chill and work. Sunday slept all day and then I went to see Carmel at Youth Shack while she was playing and then for one drink at Lost Arc and than work with Carmel and the other girls.
Week 17th to 23rd of April

( with Carmel at Mataranka Hot Springs )
Monday we woke up at 10:30 am finished to pack everything and we went to The Foreshore Cafe for breakfast and than Carmel drove down to Lake Bennet where we spent the night at De Lago Resort, we got there at 2 pm and we immediately did the check in and than we rented the kayak for an hour than we enjoyed the drinks by the pool went to take a quick shower and at the restaurant for the sunset while we had dinner. It was about amazing and I totally loved the relaxed different day that we had away from Darwin. Tuesday we woke up at 8:30 am had breakfast and than Carmel drove down to Katherine Gorge where we did the two hours guided tour through the boat it was very nice I totally enjoyed it and than we went to the Katherine Hot Springs they were pretty nice and than had dinner at Katherine Country Club. After dinner we had down to Mataranka and we slept at Territory Manor Motel. Wednesday we woke up at 8:30 am had breakfast at the bar of the motel and than enjoyed the morning at Mataranka Hot Spring and by mid day we head back to Katherine we stopped at Wollies to get something for lunch and than we stopped at Edith Falls but we didn’t have enough time to do the walk so Carmel kept driving till arriving back in Darwin at 5 pm which Nikki pass by few minutes to say good bye and after I went to work. Thursday I chill a bit with Carmel than by 6 pm I had to be at the Casino with Missy for a private job, partecipate to a wedding, it was a fun experience and than after at 9 pm we went to the club. Friday and Saturday we just worked and chilled basically and Sunday me and Carmel before work we went to Hanky Panky for a drink it was a very lovely atmosphere and then we went to work.
Week 24th to 30th of April

( Sunset at Mindl Beach, Darwin )
Monday we woke up for brunch we went at Boatshed Coffe bar than to the depo box to get my delivery, groceries and than Carmel went to volleyball and I went to Mindl Beach to enjoy the sunset and than I waited for her to have dinner together and enjoy our only day off of the week. Tuesday I woke up and we wanted to have lunch at the Japanese restaurant and than in the evening I went to work since is it was Anzac Day and we kept the club open. Wednesday I hang a bit in the building pool with Carmel and her friends and then I went to work. Thursday I went to work and just chilled during the day. Friday I had dinner with Maria and Tia at Hanuman restaurant and then we went for a drink at lost arc and then to the club to work. Saturday I was very exhausted by the week so me and Carmel we just stayed at home. Sunday me and Carmel we met with Tia her bf and friend and Sophie at the Mindl beach market that I never been there before it was pretty nice and than me and Carmel we went to the beach to watch the sunset, bought some Chinese food and than went to work.
Monday 01.05.23

( All together at the waterfront, Darwin )
Woke up at 1 pm Carmel cooked me pasta while I was packing everything and than at 3 we went to the waterfront to meet up with the girls and than went back home, Carmel she went at volleyball and I finish to pack everything and than we had dinner together in the balcony and than we chill a bit together and we slept a bit till 4:30 am and than she took me to the airport that at 6:45 am I had my flight to Bali then Singapore- Doha and finally Thursday 04.05.23 I ll land in Milan at 8 am where my mum she ll come to pick me up.
Darwin chapter second part in 2023
At the beginning of 2023 I decided to come back to Australia and made the most of it till my visa would be expired in September but then I realize that I could do one more year with the Covid Visa so I kept working till December, regarding where I wasn’t sure I think I come back to Darwin because I got comfortable and for Carmel which we supposed to go to live together but then I decided to have my own apartment well not own because I had two flatmates, Jodi and Jayson but I would say my first apartment because I’ve always been in hostel in Australia and before in student buildings so I got really proud of myself for those 28 years old. Then I wanted to travel more in Australia but the flights aren’t at good hours and regarding Darwin the wet season was already coming so I could just organize to visit Vanuatu, Fiji and New Caledonia again which it was in the bucket list. And then before Christmas I left Australia going to Philippines for a vacation thinking that I would not going back again in my life so I was really sad and upset when I left and the last weeks on November.
First week back from the 26th to the 31st July

( sunrise from Carmels apartment 29th floor Evolution, Darwin )
Making my way back to Australia, had to catch three flights on the 24th of July.
The first flight was at 15:20 pm from Brussels with Emirates to Dubai landing at 23:55 pm. Had a little layover in Dubai and that at 3:25 am I board for the second flight with Emirates to Bali where I landed at 16:35 pm. Had dinner there and organizing pics then I board for the third flight at 21:30 pm with Jetstar to Darwin where I landed at 1:40 am and Carmel come to pick me up and gave me a spare key of her apartment to go to live together and gave me the preset for my birthday it was very sweet.
Thank you I slept all day basically and I went to work immediately Wednesday night the 26th of July. With Carmel was weird maybe I wasn’t into her anymore after what she did to me but I had to live with her it was terrible and I was feeling guilty and angry towards her.
Thursday I went to the hairdresser at 12 am get some sushi at Chackoro and then sleep and work. Friday slept all day and than work got very wasted and the manager at the club they took me with them at the markets Prap and to their house because I didn’t wanted to go home to Carmel but than I realize that I couldn’t just avoid her so I went back home in the morning and I decided to break up with her. So I packed all my thing and I booked three nights at the DCH on Mitchell slept and than went to work. Sunday I discovered that Francesca my friend from Melbourne was in the door next to mine so we organized to go to the casino pool with Nikki as well than back to the hotel, zombrero with Francesca for dinner and work, finished at 7 am with Francesca went to McDonald’s and slept at at the hotel.
Week from the 31st – 7th August

( Dancer house in Parap, Darwin )
Monday slept all day got the key of the stripper house at 7 pm from Jonno than saw Maria and Alice at shenanigans for like half an hour than sleep at DCH, well tried to sleep because I couldn’t due to the jet lag and night shifts. Tuesday check out at 10 am, Alice comes to pick me up went to the stripper house did groceries online, eat something slept than I took an Uber to the city went to the gym and than work because I did now shift this week de to the horse racing busy week in Darwin.
Wednesday slept all day eat, ispection at 5:45 pm in Evolution building on the 7th floor then back home ordered Gusman y Gomez that I didn’t have it since Melbourne times and then work. Thursday sleep went to the gym at 6 pm then I had an other inspection again at evolution 20th floor than back home and got ready for work. Friday slept all day and work and Saturday slept all day and work busy nights at work and I was very tired and still a bit jet leg.
Sunday clean the house with Tia ( a showgirl from Melbourne that comes up to Darwin for two weeks ) and then work.
Week from the 7th – 14th August

( My bedroom in the 73 floor on Evolution Building, Darwin )
Monday I woke up early got ready at 10 am went to Emma’s house that she borrowed me a dress and than I went wit Lookie at Tia’s place and from there with her boyfriend we went to the horse races and after I met Nina as well. But by 4 pm I went home ordered some sushi clean the house with Emma and then I got ready for work.
Tuesday woke up washing machine pack everything and by 4 pm Alice come to help me to move my stuff in Evolution 7th floor that I got the room in there. So I stayed only one week in the stripper house. After the moving in we went to Oishi Ya Japanese for dinner we talked a bit and than I went back to my apartment organised everything and I messaged Carmel letting her know that I moved in her building and I have to give her back her suitcase. So later on around 10 pm I went upstairs talked to her for a bit and then I went to sleep. Wednesday woke up at 1 pm went to the Precint for lunch then I met Maria we chilled at the waterfront then went back home slept a bit and then went to work. Thursday I woke up at 12 pm went to the pool met Carmel had a small chat and then went with Maria to do the nails and later home getting ready for work. Friday woke up went to the gym and then work. Saturday woke up at 3 pm got ready Maria comes to mine we took an Uber to Cullen Bay and we went on the boat for then hands party of Nikki was pretty fun and than we went to Trader Bar had few drinks and than Moonsons I got pretty tipsy I saw Carmel kissed her and than I kept parting with the girls at Motel Loco and Discovery. After I was on my way home I stopped at Moonson and I went home with Carmel we slept together, in all that I supposed to go to work but I didn’t make it Saturday night. Sunday totally hangover couldn’t sleep so I went to my room downstairs to sleep chilled and then took an Uber to go to work with Carmel after work I went to sleep at mine.
Week from the 14th – 21st of August

( Darwin festival, Blanc du Blanc show )
Monday basically slept all day and then in the evening I went to Mindl beach to chill by myself in the evening I ordered hungry jacks and I went to sleep. Tuesday woke up at 9 am met Maria for breakfast we went to Boatshed coffe and after I went back home took an Uber to Casaurina mall where I did Botox and did laser and shopping than went back home and got ready to see Carmel that we went to Darwin festival to watch Blanc du Blanc and we had dinner there after we stopped by Stone House Wine Bar for a glass of wine and I went back with her in her apartment to watch a movie feeling pretty tired and than we fall asleep. Wednesday we woke up early and went to the gym grab some sushi at Chakoro went to eat it at the esplanade together and then back to my room to sleep a bit before work.
Thursday woke up at 10 am to do the lashes and then went back home to sleep all noon and then work. Friday went to the gym did groceries and then at 7 pm I met Tia at the Oyster bar we had dinner there together, later one more drink at lost arc and then we went to work, after work I was really bad an aboriginal guy assaulted me and I was very bad mentally and scared so I messaged Carmel to come to sleep with me. Saturday I cooked for Carmel we stayed a bit together and than at 5 pm we went to Oishi Ya Japanese than back home trying to sleep a bit and than work after work I met her and I went to sleep at her place. Sunday we woke up together went to the gym then I went at mine doing my stuff and later on I went for drinks with Carmel at The Reserve the work.
Week from the 21st to 28th of August

( My apartment on the 7th floor of Evolution Building, Darwin )
Monday stayed home chilled and recovering from the week and cleaning the house alone. Tuesday went to the waterfront with the girls and then Maria drop me off at the gym and I did my things. Wednesday I went to the pool and then work. Thursday slept all day and then went to work. Friday took Carmel to the airport drop the car off at Monnies then wooly get some sushi and went home napping before work.
Saturday went to do the nails with Tia in the noon then chilling at the pool and then work. Sunday picked up Carmel from the airport stayed a bit with her and then work.
Week from the 28th to the 4th of September

( Sunset and French Martini at the Zen Rooftop bar )
Monday shooting at home and at the Evolution pool and then stay with Carmel all day super hangover and tired. Tuesday me and Carmel we went to Berry Springs and then Zen rooftop bar for a drink and home with Carmel. Wednesday just chilled all day and later I went to work.
Thursday I went with Carmel before work for a drink at Hanky Panky Lounge then work, Friday sleeping all day and work. Saturday Sandbar I woke up early waited for Maria and Alice to come to pick me up and we went to Cullen bay where we meet with Tia and other girls to get on the boat with Tia’s boyfriend to go to the sandbar party where there I met Carmel as well and she hang out a bit with us and than went back with the boat and Carmel comes at mine to nap and then we went to work. Sunday just sleeping all day and work.
Week from the 4th to 11th of September

( Dinner at Pee Wee Restaurant, Darwin )
Monday gym groceries Carmel at mine for lunch then pool then cleaning my room and laundry, swimming then went to Carmel’s for dinner and slept at her place. Tuesday woke up gym, pool chilling there and then dinner at Pee Wee restaurant with Carmel it was very nice never been there before, very romantic. Later on the week Wednesday I went to work, Thursday slept all day and work and same for the following days of the week and during the day staying with Carmel watching Emily in Paris.
Eight week from 11th to 18th of September

( Sunset at Nadab Lookout, Ubirr )
Monday woke up early I was very tired from the night before so Carmel was driving to Kakadu NP and we went to the accommodation at Breeze Holiday park, Mary River where we checked in and than we went to Barramundi Gorge – Maguk Waterfalls and after chill and resting in the waterfall we went to watch the sunset at Nawurlandja Lookout and than back to the glamping tend to sleep.
Tuesday we had breakfast at the accommodation and then we went to hike at Jim Jim falls and then we went to watch the sunset at Nadab Lookout and dinner at Cooinda Lodge called Mimi’s Restaurant & Barra Bar.
Wednesday we woke up at 4 am drove in the dark to get at Cooinda lodge where the bus was taking us to do the Yellow Waters Cruises early in the morning to watch the sunrise, and all the animals around. It was amazing and once we went back to the Cooinda Lodge we had breakfast there and we made our way back to Darwin because I had to work in the night.
Nineth week 18th to 25th of September

( Ferris wheel at the Wharf, Darwin )
Monday I stayed in my apartment to clean and organize everything and then in the evening I called my mum. Tuesday I woke up early went to the gym, than I went with Carmel to watch the sunset at Mindl beach then we went for dinner at the Oyster Bar then we drove till the Darwin Wharf and we went to the Ferris wheel which actually was the first time for me and the we passed by Monsoons for a drink and then lost arc and we party and got drunk as we used to do at the beginning of the year. Wednesday death in bed all day and I went to working the evening. Thursday morning Maria comes to visit me in my apartment and we spend the morning by the pool talking and relaxing, in the evening I went to work. The Friday just chilled and work in the night. Saturday in bed all day watching Dynasty with Carmel and then work. Sunday sleep all day then get ready and go for dinner at Il Piatto at the Casino with Carmel and then work.
Tenth week from the 25th to 2nd of October

( Building pool on the 5th floor of Evolution )
Monday morning home chill at the pool than at 6 pm I met Agata at Lola’s for a drink and then we went to Snapper Rocks than I walked her home and I went to sleep with Carmel at her place. Tuesday we went to the gym and then cooking with Carmel all noon doing the parmigiana, gnocchi and cheese platter for dinner watching Dynasty and sleep. And then the rest of the week just worked very hangover during the day spending most of the time with Carmel watching tv series and trying to plan our first vacation together.
Week from the 2nd to the 8th of October

( View from Il Piatto Restaurant at the casino, Darwin )
Monday just chill went to the gym and went to sleep early. Tuesday did few errands and then in the evening did the cheese platter at Carmel place and she cooked the Carbonara and we went to sleep. Wednesday, Thursday and Friday just chilling watching the TV series with Carmel and then going to work. Saturday before going to work I went to with Carmel for drink at Hanky Panky Lounge then work and Sunday chilled all day than dinner at Il Piatto with Agata to celebrate her birthday and than I went to work.
After the vacation in Fiji, Vanuatu and NC
Week from the 19th to 23rd of October

( My apartment on the 7th floor of Evolution Building, Darwin )
Landed back in Darwin at 00:35 am of Thursday morning went to sleep and rest all day and then in the evening I went to work. Friday went to the gym and work then Saturday unpacked everything and organize my room the work. Sunday totally hangover did nothing all day and then went to work in the evening.
Week from 23th to 30th of October

( Dinner with Carmel at PepperBerry Restaurant at the Hilton Darwin )
Monday morning in my apartment chilling and then sushi for lunch with Carmel and went to sleep early. Tuesday chilled all day and then Carmel took me for dinner at PepperBerry Restaurant at the Hilton for our first year anniversary on the 24th of October and after dinner we went home. Wednesday did few errand and then went to work. Thursday just chilled and watched Dynasty with Carmel and then went to work. Friday morning chiles at the pool and then went to work same as Saturday. Then Sunday me and Carmel we went to the casino pool Ben and Steve friends of Carmel and then in the evening I went to work.
Week from 30th to 6th of November

( Driving to Lake Argyle for Carmel’s birthday, Wa )
Monday morning chill gym and groceries with Carmel and trying to organize her birthday. Then Tuesday all day in bed resting and Halloween movies in the evening with Carmel at her place.
Wednesday morning I did my hair and lashes in the non then I went to work. Thursday went to Casaurina did few errands and then in the evening I went to swim before going to work.
Friday and Saturday I just chilled and packed and organized the last things for Carmel’s birthday like Saturday I went to Casaurina to buy her present and then bought some sushi which we had lunch together by the pool and then I went to work. Sunday morning me and Carmel we left Darwin to go to Lake Argyle at the Discovery Resort where I booked the cabin with the view on the lake to celebrate her birthday. We left early in the morning and we basically drove all day since is a bit more then 800km, we got there in the evening totally tired from the travel and we went immediately to sleep.
Week from 6th to 13th of November

( The Paddock at Humpty Doo, Northern Territory )
Monday woke up early give the present to Carmel and bring her breakfast then we enjoy the cabin with the view and the beautiful pool view lake and we hat lunch at the Discovery Resort then we went for a drive around the lake to explore then a quick jump in the pool and we got ready to go to have dinner at the Kununarra Country Club which had a nice restaurant called Kelly’s Bar and Grill to celebrate her birthday and after we went back to the accommodation to sleep. Tuesday we work up early in the morning we went for breakfast at Wild Mango Cafe then we visited the Secret Spring which it was amazing and then at 3:30 pm we at the appointment at the Kangaroo Haven to feed the baby kangaroo and see all the wild animals that they rescue and they take care of it and then in the evening we went back to sleep in the accommodation and we bought something at the supermarket to cook at home since we had the kitchen. Wednesday again we woke up early and we drove back to Darwin basically, I made a surprise to Carmel I books a really nice and cozy airbnb in Humpty Doo where we could chill and relax, she totally didn’t expect and like so we spent the rest of the day in the airbnb chilling by the pool eating a cheese board platter and drinking sparking wine on the house and then I cook her dinner and we watched an horror movie as she like it and we went to sleep. Thursday morning we took few pictures and then we did the check out and we drove back to Darwin and in the evening I went to work. Thursday I unpack everything and then I went to work. Friday did few errand with Carmel and later on we had lunch together at Oyster bar and in the evening I went to work. Then Saturday and Sunday just chilling during the day and working during the night.
Week from 13th to 20th of November

( Dinner at Crustaceans on the Wharf, Darwin )
Monday I stayed home in the morning just cleaning and organizing my stuff and in the evening I called my mum then Tuesday I took Carmel for her birthday at City Cave to do the Sauna an Floating spa and later on in the evening we went to Hanuman Restaurant for dinner. Wednesday chilled by the pool and then work. Thursday, Friday and Saturday did few errand, watching Netflix with Carmel and started to pack everything to leave my apartment. Sunday I went for dinner with Carmel at Il Piatto at then I went to work.
Week from 20th to 27th of November

( Carmel’s living room decorated for Christmas on Evolution Building )
Monday chilled all day and then in the evening Carmel cooked me dinner, kangaroo steak and then we watch Netflix. Tuesday evening me and Carmel we went to Darwin Sailing Club to enjoying the sunset and then sleep early. Wednesday evening before work I went for dinner with Carmel at Crustaceans and then work. Then the following days weren’t really exacting just packing, organizing and work.
Week from the 26th to 4th of December

( dinner and Christmas movies with Carmel in her apartment )
Monday I stayed home all day and I went to watching The Grinch movie with Carmel then Tuesday morning we went to Casaurina later on in the evening we went to Darwin Sailing club anfani and then home watching Hit or Die. Wednesday morning I went to do the lashes and then gym, lunch rest work in the evening.
Thursday chilled all day and then I had dinner with Maria at Hunaman which she surprised me coming to work with me which I didn’t expecting her start dancing here in Darwin with me, but was a really nice surprise. Friday and Saturday just doing the last errands in Casaurina and around the city before leaving and then Sunday I went to the Komodo bar with few girls from the club and work after.
Then Monday I spend all day packing and organizing with Carmel and I left the room and the apartment and then in the evening she took me to the airport and I got on the plane at 00:15 am and arrived in Bali around 1 am did all the controls and than I went to sleep on the floor till morning in the resting area, and in the morning after I catch the second flight to Manila.