At the beginning of 2023 I decided to come back to Australia and made the most of it till my visa would be expired in September but then I realize that I could do one more year with the Covid Visa so I kept working till December, regarding where I wasn’t sure I think I come back to Darwin because I got comfortable and for Carmel which we supposed to go to live together but then I decided to have my own apartment well not own because I had two flatmates, Jodi and Jayson but I would say my first apartment because I’ve always been in hostel in Australia and before in student buildings so I got really proud of myself for those 28 years old. Then I wanted to travel more in Australia but the flights aren’t at good hours and regarding Darwin the wet season was already coming so I could just organize to visit Vanuatu, Fiji and New Caledonia again which it was in the bucket list. And then before Christmas I left Australia going to Philippines for a vacation thinking that I would not going back again in my life so I was really sad and upset when I left and the last weeks on November. 

First week back from the 26th  to the 31st July

( sunrise from Carmels apartment 29th floor Evolution, Darwin ) 

Making my way back to Australia, had to catch three flights on the 24th of July. 

The first flight was at 15:20 pm from Brussels with Emirates to Dubai landing at 23:55 pm. Had a little layover in Dubai and that at 3:25 am I board for the second flight with Emirates to Bali where I landed at 16:35 pm. Had dinner there and organizing pics then I board for the third flight at 21:30 pm with Jetstar to Darwin where I landed at 1:40 am and Carmel come to pick me up and gave me a spare key of her apartment to go to live together and gave me the preset for my birthday it was very sweet.

Thank you I slept all day basically and I went to work immediately Wednesday night the 26th of July. With Carmel was weird maybe I wasn’t into her anymore after what she did to me but I had to live with her it was terrible and I was feeling guilty and angry towards her. 

Thursday I went to the hairdresser at 12 am get some sushi at Chackoro and then sleep and work. Friday slept all day and than work got very wasted and the manager at the club they took me with them at the markets Prap and to their house because I didn’t wanted to go home to Carmel but than I realize that I couldn’t just avoid her so I went back home in the morning and I decided to break up with her. So I packed all my thing and I booked three nights at the DCH on Mitchell slept and than went to work. Sunday I discovered that Francesca my friend from Melbourne was in the door next to mine so we organized to go to the casino pool with Nikki as well than back to the hotel, zombrero with Francesca for dinner and work, finished at 7 am with Francesca went to McDonald’s and slept at at the hotel. 

Week from the 31st – 7th August 

( Dancer house in Parap, Darwin ) 

Monday slept all day got the key of the stripper house at 7 pm from Jonno than saw Maria and Alice at shenanigans for like half an hour than sleep at DCH, well tried to sleep because I couldn’t due to the jet lag and night shifts. Tuesday check out at 10 am, Alice comes to pick me up went to the stripper house did groceries online, eat something slept than I took an Uber to the city went to the gym and than work because I did now shift this week de to the horse racing busy week in Darwin. 

Wednesday slept all day eat,  ispection at 5:45 pm in Evolution building on the 7th floor then back home ordered Gusman y Gomez that I didn’t have it since Melbourne times and then work. Thursday sleep went to the gym at 6 pm then I had an other inspection again at evolution 20th floor than back home and got ready for work. Friday slept all day and work and Saturday slept all day and work busy nights at work and I was very tired and still a bit jet leg. 

Sunday clean the house with Tia ( a showgirl from Melbourne that comes up to Darwin for two weeks ) and then work.

Week from the 7th – 14th August 

( My bedroom in the 73 floor on Evolution Building, Darwin ) 

Monday I woke up early got ready at 10 am went to Emma’s house that she borrowed me a dress and than I went wit Lookie at Tia’s place and from there with her boyfriend we went to the horse races and after I met Nina as well. But by 4 pm I went home ordered some sushi clean the house with Emma and then I got ready for work. 

Tuesday woke up washing machine pack everything and by 4 pm Alice come to help me to move my stuff in Evolution 7th floor that I got the room in there. So I stayed only one week in the stripper house. After the moving in we went to Oishi Ya Japanese for dinner we talked a bit and than I went back to my apartment organised everything and I messaged Carmel letting her know that I moved in her building and I have to give her back her suitcase. So later on around 10 pm I went upstairs talked to her for a bit and then I went to sleep. Wednesday woke up at 1 pm went to the Precint for lunch then I met Maria we chilled at the waterfront then went back home slept a bit and then went to work. Thursday I woke up at 12 pm went to the pool met Carmel had a small chat and then went with Maria to do the nails and later home getting ready for work. Friday woke up went to the gym and then work. Saturday woke up at 3 pm got ready Maria comes to mine we took an Uber to Cullen Bay and we went on the boat for then hands party of Nikki was pretty fun and than we went to Trader Bar had few drinks and than Moonsons I got pretty tipsy I saw Carmel kissed her and than I kept parting with the girls at Motel Loco and Discovery. After I was on my way home I stopped at Moonson and I went home with Carmel we slept together, in all that I supposed to go to work but I didn’t make it Saturday night. Sunday totally hangover couldn’t sleep so I went to my room downstairs to sleep chilled and then took an Uber to go to work with Carmel after work I went to sleep at mine.

Week from the 14th – 21st of August 

( Darwin festival, Blanc du Blanc show ) 

Monday basically slept all day and then in the evening I went to Mindl beach to chill by myself in the evening I ordered hungry jacks and I went to sleep. Tuesday woke up at 9 am met Maria for breakfast we went to Boatshed coffe and after I went back home took an Uber to Casaurina mall where I did Botox and did laser and shopping than went back home and got ready to see Carmel that we went to Darwin festival to watch Blanc du Blanc and we had dinner there after we stopped by Stone House Wine Bar for a glass of wine and I went back with her in her apartment to watch a movie feeling pretty tired and than we fall asleep. Wednesday we woke up early and went to the gym grab some sushi at Chakoro went to eat it at the esplanade together and then back to my room to sleep a bit before work.

Thursday woke up at 10 am to do the lashes and then went back home to sleep all noon and then work. Friday went to the gym did groceries and then at 7 pm I met Tia at the Oyster bar we had dinner there together, later one more drink at lost arc and then we went to work, after work I was really bad an aboriginal guy assaulted me and I was very bad mentally and scared so I messaged Carmel to come to sleep with me. Saturday I cooked for Carmel we stayed a bit together and than at 5 pm we went to Oishi Ya Japanese than back home trying to sleep a bit and than work after work I met her and I went to sleep at her place. Sunday we woke up together went to the gym then I went at mine doing my stuff and later on I went for drinks with Carmel at The Reserve the work.

Week from the 21st to 28th of August

( My apartment on the 7th floor of Evolution Building, Darwin ) 

Monday stayed home chilled and recovering from the week and cleaning the house alone. Tuesday went to the waterfront with the girls and then Maria drop me off at the gym and I did my things. Wednesday I went to the pool and then work. Thursday slept all day and then went to work. Friday took Carmel to the airport drop the car off at Monnies then wooly get some sushi and went home napping before work.

Saturday went to do the nails with Tia in the noon then chilling at the pool and then work. Sunday picked up Carmel from the airport stayed a bit with her and then work. 

Week from the 28th to the 4th of September

( Sunset and French Martini at the Zen Rooftop bar ) 

Monday shooting at home and at the Evolution pool and then stay with Carmel all day super hangover and tired. Tuesday me and Carmel we went to Berry Springs and then Zen rooftop bar for a drink and home with Carmel. Wednesday just chilled all day and later I went to work. 

Thursday I went with Carmel before work for a drink at Hanky Panky Lounge then work, Friday sleeping all day and work. Saturday Sandbar I woke up early waited for Maria and Alice to come to pick me up and we went to Cullen bay where we meet with Tia and other girls to get on the boat with Tia’s boyfriend to go to the sandbar party where there I met Carmel as well and she hang out a bit with us and than went back with the boat and Carmel comes at mine to nap and then we went to work. Sunday just sleeping all day and work. 

Week  from the 4th to 11th of September

( Dinner at Pee Wee Restaurant, Darwin )

Monday gym groceries Carmel at mine for lunch then pool then cleaning my room and laundry, swimming then went to Carmel’s for dinner and slept at her place. Tuesday woke up gym, pool chilling there and then dinner at Pee Wee restaurant with Carmel it was very nice never been there before, very romantic. Later on the week Wednesday I went to work, Thursday slept all day and work and same for the following days of the week and during the day staying with Carmel watching Emily in Paris. 

Eight week from 11th to 18th of September

( Sunset at Nadab Lookout, Ubirr ) 

Monday woke up early I was very tired from the night before so Carmel was driving to Kakadu NP and we went to the accommodation at Breeze Holiday park, Mary River where we checked in and than we went to Barramundi Gorge – Maguk Waterfalls and after chill and resting in the waterfall we went to watch the sunset at Nawurlandja Lookout and than back to the glamping tend to sleep.

Tuesday we had breakfast at the accommodation and then we went to hike at Jim Jim falls and then we went to watch the sunset at Nadab Lookout and dinner at Cooinda Lodge called Mimi’s Restaurant & Barra Bar. 

Wednesday we woke up at 4 am drove in the dark to get at Cooinda lodge where the bus was taking us to do the Yellow Waters Cruises early in the morning to watch the sunrise, and all the animals around. It was amazing and once we went back to the Cooinda Lodge we had breakfast there and we made our way back to Darwin because I had to work in the night. 

Nineth week 18th to 25th of September 

( Ferris wheel at the Wharf, Darwin ) 

Monday I stayed in my apartment to clean and organize everything and then in the evening I called my mum. Tuesday I woke up early went to the  gym, than I went with Carmel to watch the sunset at Mindl beach then we went for dinner at the Oyster Bar then we drove till the Darwin Wharf and we went to the Ferris wheel which actually was the first time for me and the we passed by Monsoons for a drink and then lost arc and we party and got drunk as we used to do at the beginning of the year. Wednesday death in bed all day and I went to working the evening. Thursday morning Maria comes to visit me in my apartment and we spend the morning by the pool talking and relaxing, in the evening I went to work. The Friday just chilled and work in the night. Saturday in bed all day watching Dynasty with Carmel and then work. Sunday sleep all day then get ready and go for dinner at Il Piatto at the Casino with Carmel and then work.

Tenth week from the 25th to 2nd of October 

( Building pool on the 5th floor of Evolution ) 

Monday morning home chill at the pool than at 6 pm I met Agata at Lola’s for a drink and then we went to Snapper Rocks than I walked her home and I went to sleep with Carmel at her place. Tuesday we went to the gym and then cooking with Carmel all noon doing the parmigiana, gnocchi and cheese platter for dinner watching Dynasty and sleep. And then the rest of the week just worked very hangover during the day spending most of the time with Carmel watching tv series and trying to plan our first vacation together.

Week from the 2nd to the 8th of October

( View from Il Piatto Restaurant at the casino, Darwin ) 

Monday just chill went to the gym and went to sleep early. Tuesday did few errands and then in the evening did the cheese platter at Carmel place and she cooked the Carbonara and we went to sleep.  Wednesday, Thursday and Friday just chilling watching the TV series with Carmel and then going to work. Saturday before going to work I went to with Carmel for drink at Hanky Panky Lounge then work and Sunday chilled all day than dinner at Il Piatto with Agata to celebrate her birthday and than I went to work. 

After the vacation in Fiji, Vanuatu and NC

Week from the 19th to 23rd of October 

( My apartment on the 7th floor of Evolution Building, Darwin ) 

Landed back in Darwin at 00:35 am of Thursday morning went to sleep and rest all day and then in the evening I went to work. Friday went to the gym and work then Saturday unpacked everything and organize my room the work. Sunday totally hangover did nothing all day and then went to work in the evening.

Week from 23th to 30th of October

( Dinner with Carmel at PepperBerry Restaurant at the Hilton Darwin ) 

Monday morning in my apartment chilling and then sushi for lunch with Carmel and went to sleep early. Tuesday chilled all day and then Carmel took me for dinner at PepperBerry Restaurant at the Hilton for our first year anniversary on the 24th of October and after dinner we went home. Wednesday did few errand and then went to work. Thursday just chilled and watched Dynasty with Carmel and then went to work. Friday morning chiles at the pool and then went to work same as Saturday. Then Sunday me and Carmel we went to the casino pool Ben and Steve friends of Carmel and then in the evening I went to work. 

Week from 30th to 6th of November

( Driving to Lake Argyle for Carmel’s birthday, Wa ) 

Monday morning chill gym and groceries with Carmel and trying to organize her birthday. Then Tuesday all day in bed resting and Halloween movies in the evening with Carmel at her place. 

Wednesday morning I did my hair and lashes in the non then I went to work. Thursday went to Casaurina did few errands and then in the evening I went to swim before going to work. 

Friday and Saturday I just chilled and packed and organized the last things for Carmel’s birthday like Saturday I went to Casaurina to buy her present and then bought some sushi which we had lunch together by the pool and then I went to work. Sunday morning me and Carmel we left Darwin to go to Lake Argyle at the Discovery Resort where I booked the cabin with the view on the lake to celebrate her birthday. We left early in the morning and we basically drove all day since is a bit more then 800km, we got there in the evening totally tired from the travel and we went immediately to sleep. 

Week from 6th to 13th of November

( The Paddock at Humpty Doo, Northern Territory ) 

Monday woke up early give the present to Carmel and bring her breakfast then we enjoy the cabin with the view and the beautiful pool view lake and we hat lunch at the Discovery Resort then we went for a drive around the lake to explore then a quick jump in the pool and we got ready to go to have dinner at the Kununarra Country Club which had a nice restaurant called Kelly’s Bar and Grill to celebrate her birthday and after we went back to the accommodation to sleep. Tuesday we work up early in the morning we went for breakfast at Wild Mango Cafe then we visited the Secret Spring which it was amazing and then at 3:30 pm we at the appointment at the Kangaroo Haven to feed the baby kangaroo and see all the wild animals that they rescue and they take care of it and then in the evening we went back to sleep in the accommodation and we bought something at the supermarket to cook at home since we had the kitchen. Wednesday again we woke up early and we drove back to Darwin basically, I made a surprise to Carmel I books a really nice and cozy airbnb in Humpty Doo where we could chill and relax, she totally didn’t expect and like so we spent the rest of the day in the airbnb chilling by the pool eating a cheese board platter and drinking sparking wine on the house and then I cook her dinner and we watched an horror movie as she like it and we went to sleep. Thursday morning we took few pictures and then we did the check out and we drove back to Darwin and in the evening I went to work. Thursday I unpack everything and then I went to work. Friday did few errand with Carmel and later on we had lunch together at Oyster bar and in the evening I went to work. Then Saturday and Sunday just chilling during the day and working during the night. 

Week from 13th to 20th of November

( Dinner at Crustaceans on the Wharf, Darwin ) 

Monday I stayed home in the morning just cleaning and organizing my stuff and in the evening I called my mum then Tuesday I took Carmel for her birthday at City Cave to do the Sauna an Floating spa and later on in the evening we went to Hanuman Restaurant for dinner. Wednesday chilled by the pool and then work. Thursday, Friday and Saturday did few errand, watching Netflix with Carmel and started to pack everything to leave my apartment. Sunday I went for dinner with Carmel at Il Piatto at then I went to work. 

Week from 20th to 27th of November

( Carmel’s living room decorated for Christmas on Evolution Building ) 

Monday chilled all day and then in the evening Carmel cooked me dinner, kangaroo steak and then we watch Netflix. Tuesday evening me and Carmel we went to Darwin Sailing Club to enjoying the sunset and then sleep early. Wednesday evening before work I went for dinner with Carmel at Crustaceans and then work. Then the following days weren’t really exacting just packing, organizing and work. 

Week from the 26th to 4th of December

( dinner and Christmas movies with Carmel in her apartment ) 

Monday I stayed home all day and I went to watching The Grinch movie with Carmel then Tuesday morning we went to Casaurina later on in the evening we went to Darwin Sailing club anfani and then home watching Hit or Die. Wednesday morning I went to do the lashes and then gym, lunch rest work in the evening. 

Thursday chilled all day and then I had dinner with Maria at Hunaman which she surprised me coming to work with me which I didn’t expecting her start dancing here in Darwin with me, but was a really nice surprise. Friday and Saturday just doing the last errands in Casaurina and around the city before leaving and then Sunday I went to the Komodo bar with few girls from the club and work after. 

Then Monday I spend all day packing and organizing with Carmel and I left the room and the apartment and then in the evening she took me to the airport and I got on the plane at 00:15 am and arrived in Bali around 1 am did all the controls and than I went to sleep on the floor till morning in the resting area, and in the morning after I catch the second flight to Manila.